Music :)

I was feeling very very bad today in the morning. But you know, I have to accept the life as it is. I am here to study and nothing more. I knew that would be difficult to live in other country, but I didn't realise how hard is to be here without friends, family and husband. The last one is the most complicated. I was used to live with someone and to share everything - desserts, bed, money, bad and good feelings - and with who I can count on? It is not the same to talk to somebody that you have just known!! I think only my husband can put up with me :) even I have problems to tolerate myself. I have to be strong enough to handle with this. Well, well this blog was about references and now it appears as a teen diary.

The title is "music" because I am trying to cheer me up listening brazilian music. Some musics as "Por você" Barão vermelho e some "forró" work well for depression :) Now I had to turn off the music because is very complicated to listen portuguese and write English in the same time. Boring person!!

Maybe I will continue to write more here today. :) The good thing is that almost nobody has this webpage then I don't have to be concern of what I am writing.